For weeks I have had a secret... a burning secret that I have wanted to shout to the world. Its the reason I have been hinting that I will be visiting the Uk in March. And its the reason that filled me with hope and positivity... and the strength to get through even the worst days.
And here he/she is.... my little Bean.. my new grand baby due March 14 2018. My Baby girl is having a baby
Now if's thats not something to live for...I dont know what is
I have been missing in action for the last couple of days again... and I apologise... but this last round of chemo was really brutal. The exhaustion started almost immediately on Tuesday morning.. The vomiting and upset stomach started on Wednesday...and I seem to have lost time. I vaguely remember MrD coming home yesterday and trying to get me to eat...its been a few days since I could keep anything inside.. and thats all I remember.. Dont know how I got to bed... or got through the night at all. The stomach cramps eased about an hour ago... and the nausea pills are at last working. Temperature is still high... but not a concern. I look ill...and I feel ill But it was the last one... I just need to get through it and then the only way is up. I am so happy to be getting to the end of this and get my life back. I have so much to look forward to. I am very blessed