Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Secret Blessing

For weeks I have had a secret... a burning secret that I have wanted to shout to the world. Its the reason I have been hinting that I will be visiting the Uk in March. And its the reason that filled me with hope and positivity... and the strength to get through even the worst days. 

And here he/she is.... my little Bean.. my new grand baby due March 14 2018. My Baby girl is having a baby

Now if's thats not something to live for...I dont know what is

Love and Hugs
Phoebe x

Monday, September 4, 2017

Recharging My Batteries

I didnt think I would be well enough.. but I made it...
 
and MrD and I had a wonderful relaxing couple of days 
in the Cuyamaca mountains with friends. 
It was so quiet and peaceful...beautiful scenery.. 
and a huge variety of birds.. 
squirrels..wild turkeys... 
and look who popped by for breakfast.

We just had to be careful of the huge pine cones that fell from the trees
I have come home with my batteries recharged and ready to face the week.

Love and Hugs
Phoebe x

Saturday, September 2, 2017

Just a Little Late

Im still very tired.. but feeling much better

and although Im a day late...

I can finally say....
So many plans for this month 

It will be a good one

Love and Hugs
Phoebe x


Friday, September 1, 2017

What Dosnt Kill You....

I have been missing in action for the last couple of days again... and I apologise... but this last round of chemo was really brutal. The exhaustion started almost immediately on Tuesday morning.. The vomiting and upset stomach started on Wednesday...and I seem to have lost time. I vaguely remember MrD coming home yesterday and trying to get me to eat...its been a few days since I could keep anything inside.. and thats all I remember.. Dont know how I got to bed... or got through the night at all. The stomach cramps eased about an hour ago... and the nausea pills are at last working. Temperature is still high... but not a concern.

I look ill...and I feel ill


But it was the last one... I just need to get through it and then the only way is up. I am so happy to be getting to the end of this and get my life back. I have so much to look forward to.
I am very blessed

Love and Hugs
Phoebe x